So I'm at work right now. Its pretty slow so I'm on the computer. There's only been 4 people in her to exercise! But I'm off in a hour. then shawn and i are going to clean my car because the inside is gross from the sand and salt, and my outside is bad to. then we're going out for chinese!!! and watching a movie or something. Gunna get my birthday present i haven't gotten yet .

we figured out what we are gunna do about the prom glasses, but we haven't told becca yet, and we're not gunna, we're gunna let her bitch but we're gunna buy glasses for each couple and give them to the inbetween there places at the banquet. we got the prom invitations yesterday, and they are cute!!! (our theme is "think of me" from phantom of the opera.) so there will be lots of roses!

my science fair project is due monday, and i just started working on it. I think shawn's gunna help me after i get done singing in the choir at church tomorrow. we had a concert on thrus. it was good! and then last night shawn and i went to audrey's and she threw me a birthday party. she said she had to because i'm going to be her future daughter in law its was fun. she made me a really good birthday pie!!! it had whip cream and reeses on it!!! YUM!!!!!!!!!!

DOn't have much more to say!!! but I'm really happy today!!!! Its a great day!! No pains or anything TTYL!

Well thurs was my birthday. I haven't gotten my full licence yet, but I prolly should. We have showchoir that night and my mom and dad surprised me with treats. it was way nice! and I had no idea! Then this weekend was mo show. Some dumb guys tried to break into our trailor the night before (guys from our school). But we went and they didn't get in. We got first place! But we didn't get into the night show, oh well! It was still way fun at the hotel!

Today we handed out the order forms for prom souvenirs and all hell broke loose. I realize that we can't please everyone, but it seems like people who are against the commitee are just against me. Well, I did do just about everything, but i'm way stressed! We're getting thermos because no one uses those glasses and it seems like it would be a waste of time to order them and just have extra or what not. IDK!!!!

But I'm gunna go....

Well... this morning at about 3:00 Kylie was whinning and I had to take her out, and I noticed that it was windy and we had gotten some snow. I half expected a 2hour delay. But i woke up and Shawn never text me (every morning he hears it on the radio at work before I'm even up for showchoir, because he goes in at unrealistic, to me, hours) but I didn't get one. So I laid in bed, a bit disappointed but no as much as I expected, and tired. I went to the bathroom and got ready to start getting dressed when I saw my mom was watching for delays on the tv and thought I would look on the interent so I could beat my mom, and show her it was kinda a waste of time, and we didn't have school on time!!!! So I called Shawn, rubbed it in his face and went to bed.

A lil before 9:00 I heard Kylie chewing on something, I got up and she was chewing on my BLUETOOTH HEADSET! Pissed, was to say the least! I yelled at her and started getting ready for school. I decided to eat breakfast because I had time, and I noticed she pooped all over the kitchen!! yes, very pissed was to say the least. I called Shawn and went to school.

Shawn and I had been planning to hang out tonight and thurs. night for my birthday (which is on thurs) but when I got into vocal, Noell made an anouncement that we were having a night practice on both nights, practice every morning this week. and friday night.
(that makes:
Monday: Cancelled morning, 6:30-8:30
Tues: Morning
Wed: Morning
Thurs: Morning, Night 8:00-10:00
Friday: Morning, Night 6:30-8:30
Saturday: Have hair spriral curled (mines extremely thick..) and on the bus by 8:00 am, which is later compared to some. Spend the night after competing all day, and Sunday go to a banquet.)))))

Yes, wonderful week... but after that, Showchoirs over... Kinda sad for how much a complain. But i've had a hard year..

I finally started my science project. I'm pretty much testing ages and genders to see if they depend on memory of numbers. So that should be easy. Kylie has to be taken to Fredericksburg, the middle school, because my sister volunteered her for the vocal play and ToToe (?) in the Wizard of Oz. So I better go to bed because I'm gunna be up early and up all week... and I have to call Shawn(he wasn't happy about the cancelling of our nights.. but we'll work it out. Good Night

We don't have school today! But I have a doctor's appointment in Iowa City. My cousins live down there so I'm planning to stay down there and look at prom dresses tomorrow. Then saturday night Shawn and I are going to a concert and I think I'm staying at his house.

We were supposed to have showchoir again this morning from 6:30-9:00 but it snowed last night and the roads are kinda icy, so Noell called it off last night. We have practice every single morning next week.

Thursday is my 17th Birthday, I'm pretty excited but just because I'll get my full-lisence. No body will prolly celebrate my birthday with me but Shawn. I'm also going to the boys state basketball game with the boys team and other cheerleaders and managers. Mo-Show is coming up, our last performance for showchoir, which is next saturday. I hope we make it to the night show!!! that would be great! I have 4-H on this sunday that I can't forget about, along with the awards banquet for boys basketball.

I'm kinda nervous for my appointment. I haven't talked to my mom about how scared I am, or my dad, just because I don't want them to worry more by me being scared. They have enough to worry about... I don't know what I would do without Noell tho! I talk to her when I need to. But I try to stay as strong as I can. I want people to look at me and say, "She is one strong girl", "No matter what, she stayed strong", and "I wish I could keep my head up like her". I want to be, but its really really hard sometimes not to cry, and I don't want to be judged by that...

Well I have to do 4 loads of laundry (which I'm not gunna get done in time).

Buh bi.

This morning we had showchoir. We learned more of the bow and our dancebreak. We were supposed to have to tonight, but of course we're not.

Kaleen and I went to read to Fourth Graders for the last time today. But in homeroom we found out we were getting out at 12:15. So at 12:15 when we got out it was sleeting and raining. It eventually started to snow, but at about 3:30, nothing was happening, and still isn't. So we got out for no reason, and so did just about every other school around us. The news says its supposed to be more, alot more, but there's not.

Today in vocal I lost it, but thank God we got out early, so it was our last class. My aunt sent my cousin in to check on me because my aunt knew what was wrong. But I think I'm ok, other than my extreme headache I have.

Natalie came after school because her parents didn't want her to go all the way out to her house before she had to work. She was going to stay the night it the weather got bad, but I don't think so..

I've been texting a guy that I met at Fair this last summer. He was my excort when I was trying for Miss Bremer. He's cute and extremly nice, but I have seen him since fair because he can't drive and I have a boyfriend who would prolly drop kick him in .03 seconds. I don't know... In a way I just want to be in high school and date someone and break up and find someone else, just like every high schooler does, but I love Shawn and he's out of school and he's always there for me, but .. I just don't know. I'm just second guessing everything...

My mom ordered pizza for supper for Loryn her, my dad, Megan and I. That should be ready soon. I'm craving a hot shower, but I better take Kylie out.....

Tootles.